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Once the psychological stuff had progressed far enough, the next step was to see the physician they had a partnership with.  She measured ALL my body parts and checked over my medical records and bloodwork.  The back and forth driving and spending of everything I was making finally came to the head I was waiting …

After I made my first psychologist appointment, my mind was buzzing with anticipation, excitement and a little bit of concern about what I was doing.  My mother had no part of it.  She simply went through the motions of her own life, and I have no idea what she must have been feeling or thinking.  …

Consider the time period…the Internet in its infancy providing  limited information to someone who was absolutely clueless as to what was wrong with him.  I had heard of transsexuals before.  I had even heard of sex changes, but of course it was mixed in with big dirty clots of shame and a general sense of …

I was not very quiet the majority of my childhood about how I felt.  I often would say that I was supposed to be a boy but something went wrong.  I mentioned endlessly that I was trapped in the wrong body.  I was attracted to girls, but not in a homosexual way -  I felt …

It has been a fairly long time since the beginning of my story and its telling has been long overdue.  As such, some of the details of my life are a bit cloudy, particularly those surrounding my earliest procedure.  What I am doing is backtracking quite a bit, telling my story in pieces as I …